aimwithoutyou

You are another infliction.
And another.
And another.
Is there any more oxygen left to survive?
I need a new tank, asap.

trust is such a small for word such a big meaning.
choosing to trust someone is basically signing your life away right?
or maybe that is just from personal experiences.
what about being a hypocritical liar. like me.
i lie to protect, not to hurt.
but eventually i hurt a person in the end.
i might reveal one of my secrets to someone
tonight. to someone who has trusted me with their everything.
i am ready to give them part of my everything.
am i?
i am not sure if she will get angry at me or not.
obviously i do not know her so well.
if i did i would be able to prevent anything that will happen.
i should do it.
no.
no no no.
WHAT!
i am going nuts.
i have to do it, i just have to. i mean what she has done in her past is just as bad.
well..... hm.
because she was open with it.
i was not.
okay.

i'll get to writing one day.